Impian seorang mama.....

For them to be close to Allah.....As with him, everything is possible...

InsyaAllah...Ameen

His New Year 2010 Reso...

Finally, he wants to share his dreams with me...alhamdullilah...

He actually showed me 3 pages of his reso list! yes 3 pages...and he wants me to take part too...

Yes i will sayangku...semuanya kerana Allah...semoga hidup kita dilindungiNya...amin

Cant wait...cant wait.......;))

ESQ Basic Training 44

Alhamdullilah...dapat jugak pergi training ni..this is one of my top 2010 wish list... i really want to explore what is esq all about.

Hubs dah pi last year, and alhamdullilah ada rezeki lebih sikit, dia pon hantar bini pi plak...

It was good and the best training so far...terbit segala jutaan kekesalan, selama ini yang aku pikirkan hanya duniawi...maybe 5% jer akhirat...

Dosaku yang terlampau banyak membuatku insaf apabila kebesaran Allah di pertunjukkan satu persatu...betapa kerdilnya aku sebagai manusia.

Menangis dan menangis dalam doaku supaya Allah dapat mengampunkan semua dosa-dosaku...

Sebenarnya, my first reason attending this training is to experience benda yang "LUAR BIASA".. 1st day...tak nampak lagi, 2nd day baru nampak sipi-sipi...3rd day...Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar!!! Aku jatuh terduduk dan hampir pengsan dalam tangisan...Ya Allah, aku berjanji dari saat ini...hanya Engkau Ya Allah...hanya Engkau Ya Allah......dan bukannya yang lain...aku insaf...

Alhamdullilah, aku adalah manusia yang terpilih olehNya untuk mendapat hidayahNya....Syukur Alhamdullilah...

Terima kasihku juga untuk suami..Mr RM yang sanggup berkorban wang ringgit, masa...walaupon demam, dia tetap mahu bangun pagi and hantar n ambil isterinya di matrade... Ya Allah, engkaulah maha pengasih lagi maha menyayangi...jadikanlah suami antara orang-orang yang beriman dan bertakwa kepadaMu...engkau balaslah kebaikkan suamiku...sesungguhnya hanya engkau maha pemberi...AMIN.

Alhamdullilah...kerana hidayahNYa...saya sekarang sudah bertutup...;)

Semoga hidayahMu ini kekal selamanya...AMIN

Jangan kaget, ada diantara peserta datangnya dari dunia artis..jeng jeng jeng...erra fazira & ziela jalil...alhamdullilah...;)

Langkawi Trip 2010

A great start year 2010... Syukur alhamdullilah.

We finally managed to bring our kids for a family getaway as planned to the heart of Kedah, Langkawi Island.

It was quite long ago when we planned this trip, but alhamdullilah, it is worth a long wait.

Kids was hilarious .. happy, we never seen them as happy as this before.

Since the trip yuli, our precious maid wasnt included...guess i should be proud of myself. It wasnt that easy to manage two lil kids and travelling with flight the 1st time for both of them and i have no one except myself to handle them on the plane...phewwwwww! bravo me!!

Hubs was there since 5 days earlier so ......hehe...everybody misses everybody.....;))))

Gucci - hmmppphh

Another kegilaan...

$ 575

new year 2010

Assalammualaikum,

2009 is ending in two days time... everybody is setting a new year resolutions and missions, and how about you?

I have none actually except for taknak makan nasi...haha macam real

But that will be our ( me and hubs resolution for 2010 )...

reasons nak kurus of course and to live a healthier life...insya-allah

my 2009 was great...everything single thing about 2009 has make me a better person than 2008.

love

is great, having a great life partner, a bestest friend, a husband and also a great father to children is most beautiful gift of all... without him i'll be nothing. The additional of young gentlemen to my quiet lil family is superb and i hope i can make more babies next year, a twins perhaps... parents and siblings.. we've become closer after 'that' discussion..

Thanks to my brother for the calling...

I can conclude my love life in 2009 is just superb, alhamdullilah

work/ financial

after almost a year of not working, i think i should be doing something to make my pocket happier. haha

With so many wanting this and that, and my likings to those beautiful handbags, arghhhh, hubs is not that keen of giving me 'face' buying me those expensive handbags that often.

and to achieve my goals in getting the infinity list of my wantings, and to make that one tiny mouth shut off...whattt??

i have to plan something lahhhh of course!

since hubs does not like the idea of me working with people, i have to start a business. Yes! Business!

Insya-allah, if everthing goes well...i'll be operating my digital print in March 2010. Insya-allah. Aminnn.

life

hmmm...2009 ups and downs has made me a better person. i am trying and still trying to be closer to my creator. my determination has totally changed.

Semuanya kerana Allah yang satu.

Apa pun yang akan ku buat semuanya kerana Allah.

Thanks to esq, coz esq yang membuka mindaku menjadi lebih waras memikirkan kewujudanNya.

Nawaituku untuk membuat business adalah untuk menolong suamiku, untuk lebih menyelesakan hidup kami anak beranak, membahagiakan ibu-bapaku, and hopefully untuk membuka lebih banyak peluang pada orang-orang lain mendapat pekerjaan. Insya-allah. AMINNN.

Ya allah, permudahkan lah segala urusanku...aminnn

PRADA

definetely will be mine in 2010!!!

ahhh me likey!!!