Sigh...i woke up @ 2.30am to breastfeed Eusoff and he's not back yet. So i texted him asking what time he'll be back...and he said there's a lot more to do. And i continue sleeping...
My son cried around 5.30am and i woke up again to breastfeed him and he's still not back yet. Sigh...timbul kekesalan dan frustration for being such a selfish wife....nak itu ini...nak makan itu ini...am i bad wife? for wanting him to fullfill my desires?? sigh...and i continue sleeping again...
6.30am...i called him up and Alhamdullilah...he's somewhere around PWTC about 1/2 hr drive to the house. I thank God again. I cannot sleep and waited for him...
6.55am...i hugged him.....so tight as if i do not want him to go away...but he has an appointment with client @ Tabung Haji @ 10am. And so i demanded to have breakfast with him.
9.00am. we ate nasi dagang @ a restaurant nearby our house together....such a great day to begin with...
I conclude my story for today......there's no such thing as easy money...you want it...work hard for it! As the man of the house....i personally respect him...it's hard for him to say NO to us...he will try his ver best to get whateva we ever wanted...almost everything!!!....he will work his ass off to fullfill our needs...that man is the love of my life...my one and only King...;)